my family.... my life...... :-]

ang pamilya ko..... simple man at di mayaman.... pero masaya kami..... buo ang aming pamilya at laging may kommunikasyon....

kung wala sila siguro..... palaboy-laboy ako sa lansangan.... tambay sa kanto..... nag-drudrugs.... di ba?.....

-yung baby.... pamagkin ko yan..... wala pang one-year yan pero laking bulas na....

-sila ang buhay ko..... at di ko sila iiwan...... :-]

When It Was Me – Paula DeAnda

Ooh, no
Yeah, yeah

She’s got green eyes and she’s 5′5″
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadillac truck
So the hell what
What’s so special about that
She used to model, she’s done some acting
So she weighs a buck ‘o 5
And I guess she’s alright if perfection is what you like

Ooh, ooh, and I’m not jealous, no I’m not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she’s got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

Tell me what makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

And now you don’t feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
Now you don’t care I’m alive
How did we let the fire die

Ooh, ooh, and I’m not jealous, no I’m not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she’s got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

What makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

That made you smile (me)
That made you laugh (me)
Me that made you happier than you have ever been, oh me
That was your world (me)
Your perfect girl
Nothing about me has changed
That’s why I’m here wondering

What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

When it was me
When it was me
When it was me

Alone in Christmas

i just wait and wait for the "right one" who will love me endlessly...... :-[

Falling Away

I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity

Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone

Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed
our bodies to become
another pair of hollow shadows
that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying

Your Lies

Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will
But while your off s(rewing her
My life is standing still

You tell me that you love me
When I go to leave
You tell me I'm your only one
And I let myself believe

I know that you are using me
But you'll never let me go
I know that you don't love me
I know I'm just for show

I don't know If I can stand
To see you love another girl
You know that you broke my heart
You know that your my world

But while your standing by my side
I'll believe your lies forever
Cause everything seems so perfect
When we are together

Our Love

Loves memory has traced our outline in this place.
But will the spider remember, or the sun?
Did the water capture our faces in permanence?
Does the wind create us anew as it blows?
Did the shadows from the trees record our passage beneath them?
Our secret been revealed.
Yet I have told no other.
I write these words in silence, in mute testimony
To what once was.
But our image remains alive in this place.
It can not be removed.
You, me,
We then,
Were here.
We saw the day and hoped for tomorrow.
We caught a brief glimpse of love's promise.
We were not liars,
But thieves of time.
For now time has now forgotten us,
Yet our memory lingers, and love remembers
This place that was ours.

Even Cory is not my Mother, Honestly.... i was crying for her... :'-[

i will miss all the things that she do for our country....


even her family will miss her....


She is a loving mother not just to Kris Aquino but also to all of us.....


i just give my last respect to her in my blog.
Thank You and Goodbye Cory, we will miss you so much....

websites:
http://www.gmanews.tv/livestreaming.html

Sa Dulo ng Aking Paghihintay- Ni Charry Sarmiento

Sa dalampasigan na ating tagpuan
Sumaksi sa wagas na pag-iibigan
Saksi sa kahapon ng kaligayahan
Bukas, na binabalot ng kalungkutan

Tila kahapon lamang ng magpaalam
Yaring pusong nawalan ng pakiramdam
Luha sa iyo ang aking iniwan
Maging mga anghel ay di ka mapatahan

Patawarin mo sana ako mahal ko
At ako ay na una na sa iyo
Si bathala marahil ay may plano
Walang nakaaalam kung ano

Iyong palatandaan, ako'y narito
Pinapanood pag-usad ng araw mo
Marahil wala nga ako sa tabi mo
Subalit dama kong lahat ng paghihirap mo

Dumating ang oras na aking hinihintay
At sa wakas tayo ay di na mawawalay
Bumalik ako doon sa ating tagpuan
upang magsama na tayo ng tuluyan

Hanggang sa dulo ng aking paghihintay
Tayo ngayo'y magkahawak ng tuluyan
Patungo doon sa pook na dalisay
Makakamit ang walang hanggang buhay.

If you have a friend worth loving..... by Matrix#21

If you have a friend worth loving, love him. yes, and let him know
That you love him, ere life's evening
Tinge his brow with sunset glow.
Why should good word's never been said
Or a friend- till he is dead?


If a silvery laugh goes rippling
Through the sunshine on his face,
Share it. this the wise man saying-
For both grief and joy a place.
There's health and goodness in the mirth
In which an honest laugh has birth.


Scatter does your seeds of kindness,
All enriching as you go-
Leave them. trust the harvest giver;
He will make each seed to grow.
So, until the happy end,
Your life shall never lack a friend.

Farewell... My Love by Matrix#21

Goodbye my love, was all you can say
If i had my way, id wish you would stay
We've been together for so many years
we,ve had some laughs and shed some tears


And now you've lifted me, alone in despair?
Each night i'll pray, to a far and distant star
To keep you safe, and away from harm.
Though it hurts my heart, to say goodbye


I know i have too, all i can do is sigh
So farewell my love, i'll never forget you
and remember this, i'll always love you......

mga nangyari sa akin sa holy week.....

Sabado De Gloria- April 11,2009

lumala ang sakit ko na naging lagnat pero pinili ko pa ring mag-puyat para maayos ang mga karosa ng mga poon at maayos ang mga dapat ayusin sa misa para sa Easter Sunday kinabukasan

Linggo ng Pagkabuhay- April 12,2009

ayun, medyo di lumala lagnat ko kasi uminom ako ng gamot at tsaka sa pang-gabing prusisyon na ako sumama. naging masaya naman din ang piyesta namin sa brgy namin.

Thingking of You- Katy Perry

i love this song and the video! grabeh! galing umarte ni ms katy peery at ni mr. kyle xy. yes! he was mr. kyle xy. his name was matt dallas. ;-]


-heto po yung lyrics ng song, para sa mga nag-sesenti like me.....





Thinking Of You - Katy Perry


Comparisons are easily done
Once you’ve had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You’re like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I’ve had the best
You said there’s
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into…

You’re the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson’s learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won’t you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I’d like to stay…
stay….

Biyernes Santo, Abril 10,2009

umaga pa lang nag-aayos na kami ng karosa ng Santo Intyero (Kristong Patay) sa harapan ng Dambana ng Pagkabuhay. nararamdaman kong nanghihina ako...... masakit ang ulo ko at nangangalay ang buong katawan ko. pero kailangan ko pa ring tumulong sa mga nag-aayos ng karosa dahil kakaunti lang kaming nagtutulung- tulong para dun. inaantok din ako...... napuyat kasi ako sa magdamag na pag-vigil sa "Blessed Sacrament" nung Huwebes Santo, Abril 9,2009. inabot kami ng 11 ng gabi. di ko na iniisip yung pagod para lang makatulong sa mga activities ng Simbahan.....

hanggang sa sumapit ang prusisyon ng alas 6 ng hapon...... ayun, dun ko na naramdaman na nanlalata na ako...... unti-unti nang bumabagsak ang katawan ko kaya..... nagpasya na ako..... para di na lumala pa ang sakit ko.... pinili kong wag nang tapusin ang pagpruprusisyon ko...... pagkatapos kong kumain, uminom ako ng paracetamol....... at natulog......

Miyerkules Santo, Abril 8, 2009

kagabi, nag prusisyon po kami ng Black Nazarene namin para po sa aming Istasyong Heneral. kahit konti kaming nag-prusisyon eh ok lang. naramdaman ko ang pagod pero mas naramdaman kong sumigla ang aking kaluluwa......

Linggo ng Palaspas, Abril 6,2009

nagsimula ng Linggo ng Palaspas sa amin sa prusisyon ng may papuri sa Panginoong Hesukristo. nagwagayway kami ng mga palaspas bilang simbolo ng pagpupugay sa Panginoong Hesukristo......

Jesus take the Wheel- by Carrie Underwood.

kapag holy week or at times na down na ako, i mean nawawalan ng pag-asa. kinakanta ko itong song na ito...... one of my favorite songs na nakaka-inspire.


Jesus Take The Wheel - Carrie Underwood

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It’d been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn’t pay attention
she was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn’t even have time to cry
She was so scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can’t do this on my own
I’m letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I’m on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I’m sorry for the way
I’ve been living my life
I know I’ve got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can’t do this on my own
I’m letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I’m on

Oh I’m letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I’m on
From this road I’m on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh take it take it from me
Oh.......

holy week na naman........

kailangang maging gud boy ako. kaya this coming holy week baka maging busy na ako sa mga Church Activities. kailangan eh...... part na to ng buhay ko........

Di Na Mababawi - SpongeCola

Ngayo’y aking inuunawang pilit
Mga pagkukulang kong iyong ginigiit
Sana’y malaman mo na tanging ikaw lamang
Ang aking iniintindi

Nakatanim pa sa’king ala-ala
Pangako mong mananatili ka
Kaya’t paglisan mo’y naiwan ang pusong ito
Na ngayo’y bitin na bitin

Chorus:

‘Di mo na mababawi iniwang sakit
Sa mga salitang binitiwan mo
Hindi ba’t ikaw na rin ang nagpasya, nagtakda
At siyang unang umiwas
Bakit nga ba ako ‘yong pinaasa?

Nasa aking guniguni malamig mong tinig
Kasabay ng hanging na dumarampi
Na para bang ika’y nariyan sa aking paligid
Tahimik na nagmamasid

*Repeat Chorus

Nahulog na’ng mga ulap, buwan at araw, mga bituwin
Ang ginugol na panaho’y na saan? (panaho’y na saan)
‘Di ba’t sayang naman? (Di ba’t sayang naman)
Giliw yeah yeah yeah yeah

Ngunit di mo na mababawi iniwang sakit
Sa mga salitang binitiwan mo
Hindi ba’t ikaw na rin ang nagpasya, nagtakda
At siyang unang umiwas
Bakit nga ba ako ‘yong pinaasa?
Bakit nga ba ako ‘yong pinaasa?

:'-[ for the girl that i loved so much.......

The Earth Hour..............

bilang pakiki-isa sa Earth Hour, ako po ay nag-dark ng blog lay-out. kayo din! be a part of saving the mother earth. join the earth hour mamaya, 8:30- 9:30 ng gabi. patayin po natin at least 1 hour ang ating mga ilaw sa bahay.

-visit www.wwf.org for this world wildlife fund activity. :-]

my favorite sad song.......

pag na feel ko na nag-iisa ako. pag walang umiintindi. walang nakikinig. at walang nakikipag-usap sa akin. eto yung song na pinapakinggan ko po......


Nobody’s Home - Avril Lavigne

I couldn’t tell you why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn’t help her
I just watched her make the same mistakes again

What’s wrong, what’s wrong now
Too many, too many problems
Don’t know where she belongs, where she belongs
She wants to go home, but nobody’s home
It’s where she lies, broken inside
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why
You’ve been rejected, and now you can’t find what you left behind
Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don’t know where she belongs, where she belongs
She wants to go home, but nobody’s home
It’s where she lies, broken inside
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can’t find
She’s losing her mind
She’s fallen behind
She can’t find her place
She’s losing her faith
She’s fallen from grace
She’s all over the place

She wants to go home, but nobody’s home
It’s where she lies, broken inside
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

She’s lost inside, lost inside
She’s lost inside, lost inside

:'-[

American Idol, Season 8. News

Natanggal si Ms. Jasmine Murray sa Top 13 ng American Idol, Season 8. Sayang! Pero ganyan talaga ng kompetisyon , may matatanggal talaga sa kanila like Chris Daughtry. Pagkatapos nun kumanta si Kanya West ng new single niya na "Heartless".


Binitin ang tanggalan kila Anoop Desai at Jorge Nunez. Nag- Commercial Break. Pagkatapos ng Commercial Break..... Kumanta muna si Kelly Clarkson ng new single niya na " My life was sucked without you". kala ko nga eh kakantahin niya yung new song din niya na "Cry" na kasama sa new album niya. Grabeh! Rocker Gurl talaga ang dating niya! Astig!. Chubby looking na siya ngayon at walang bf.


after the break ay natanggal si Jorge Nunez, kasi nga di maganda yung napili niyang song. sayang! marc anthony look a like pa naman siya.


-mapapanood ang American Idol, Season 8 sa QTV Ch11. every Wenesdays and Thursdays at 6pm at kapag Friday din 6pm.

-ang website po nila ay www.americanidol.com

Quotable Quotes

-Sa "Quotable Quotes ng Reader's Digest" naman ako kumukuha ng Quotes about Lovelife and Life also. Madalas nilalagay ko ito sa shoutouts ng dalawang Friedster ko at ngayon, tinipon ko para maipabasa sa inyo ang mga favorite quotes ko sa Readers Digest Collection ko.

Tulad nito:

"Love is perhaps the only glimpse we are permitted of eternity."
-Helen Hayes.

"The most important outcome of Education is to help students become independent of Formal Education."
-Paul E. Gray

" The nice part abot being a Perssimist is that you are constantly being either proven right or plesantly surprised."
- George F. Will

"Brilliance is like 4 wheel drive: it enables a person to get stuck in even more remote places."
-Garrison Keil

Kaleidoscope World

eto po favorite song ko galing sa "master rapper" ng pinas na si Mr. Francis Magalona:


So many faces, so many races
Different voices, different choices
Some are mad, while others laugh
Some live alone with no better half
Others grieve while others curse
And others mourn behind a big black hearse
Some are pure and some half-bred
Some are sober and some are wasted
Some are rich because of fate and
Some are poor with no food on their plate
Some stand out while others blend
Some are fat and stout while some are thin
Some are friends and some are foes
Some have some while some have most

Chorus:

Every color and every hue
Is represented by me and you
Take a slide in the slope
Take a look in the kaleidoscope
Spinnin' round, make it twirl
In this kaleidoscope world

Some are great and some are few
Others lie while some tell the truth
Some say poems and some do sing
Others sing through their guitar strings
Some know it all while some act dumb
Let the bassline strum to the bang of the drum
Some can swim while some will sink
And some will find their minds and think
Others walk while others run
You can't talk peace and have a gun
Some are hurt and start to cry
Don't ask me how don't ask me why
Some are friends and some are foes
Some have some while some have most



Every color and every hue
Is represented by me and you
Take a slide in the slope
Take a look in the kaleidoscope
Spinnin' round, make it twirl
In this kaleidoscope world

Paalam.... Mr. Francis Magalona.......

Nagulat ako nang malaman ko sa Flash report ng GMA7 kahapon, March 6 2009 na PATAY NA si MR. Francis Magalona.

Namatay siya sa sakit na Lukemia, isang sakit sa dugo. Nalungkot din ako kasi......
sayang eh...... gusto ko pa naman siyang makita sa final set concert ng eraserheads.....

Pero.... Ganyan ang Buhay...... kahit artista ka, pangulo ka man o ordinaryong tao.... pag sinundo ka na ni Lord at sinabi niyang "oras mo na". wala ka nang magagawa, kundi sumama sa kanya...... :'-[


Paalam...... Mr. Francis Magalona...... Mula sa napakarami mong fans.....ako.... :'-[


-visit his sites:

www.magalona.com


www.cameraclub.ph


www.francismclothing.com


www.piamagalona.multiply.com


www.maxenemagalona.multiply.com

www.happybattle.net

Ash Wenesday, February 25,2009.

Ang ash wenesday ko ngayon ay di lang "solemn", dahil sa misa sa Church namin eh dahil busy din ako ng araw na ito, kasi may practice kami ng Interpretative Dance sa PE2.


Pagpunta ko sa Bahy nila Kua Soy ng 11am, nyek! wala pa sila! kaya ayun! nag "Boys Talk" na lang kami. Tawanan, Asaran at Kulitan ang ginawa namin sa Kwarto nyang parang band studio type.


Mga 1:30 pm na ng dumating yung limang masisipag kong mga kakalase. at dahil konti lang sila eh ganun din ang ginawa namin sa kwarto ni kua soy: tawanan, kulitan at asaran to the max!.


Ayun! hanggang 5pm eh ganun ang nagawa namin. wala kaming nasimulan kahit isang step. Umuwi na ako kasama sila Beth kasi may mass pa ng 6pm. di ako pwedeng magpalate kasi, ako ang Commentator/Lector ng Church namin. sa madaling salita: emcee sa misa.

waaaaaaaah! nakakangarag ang araw na ito!